u know what, im kinda in a panic and feelig super duper depressed, and when i am working i cant concentratebut i imagine what he said to me. obbsesses me but i know its all my fault. i was the stupid one who caused this, i know and so wanna kill myself and wanna cut and cut and cut and cut. tomorrow im gonna die mentally and physically
poor me poor me huh? Kidding maybe.
im so scared and scared and scared and dont do anything and i know its not good for me. i have to be awake not like this. im stupid and an idiot who should die if dont do anything. feeling painful
so ive got to do this. i have to get over
im gnna get 7 in bio, 7 in language, and 6 in eng, and 7 in math
otherwise im gonna cut my wrest so much riught yeah?