i wanna kill myself so much
I like her so much and I want someone to understand me as a human and I want to know her and want to talk with her more. But I shouldnt.I should study, and I feel I should not.
I wanted to kinda give my contact number but she said she loves me even I am girl and even I havent met her before. I like her but not love just as a friend you know. I do no know how people feel when they fell in love so I don get how shes feeling towards me or smething.
So I feel I shouldnt
nooo
Maybe I dont wanna talk even i wanna talk
coz ive got my life and shes got my life
she shouldnt love me
お腹へったわかめちゃん